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<b>I've been on this site for almost a month and I really haven't talked to anyone yet, so, if you're viewing my page, subscribe & talk to me. after all i didn't join this site to talk to myself... :)</b><br />Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-32517346456671539102012-03-11T16:23:00.001-07:002012-03-11T16:23:54.749-07:00Hello Everyone!So, I just got back from my trip from out of state. It was EXHAUSTING. But fun of course. I went shopping, and ate at all these delicious restaurants, and sharing that experience with my friend was special. But, I just got home about an hour ago and I've been stuffing my face. So, I'm going to get in the shower in probably hang with my boyfriend since I haven't seen him in like 3 days. Bye! Enjoy the rest of your evening. :)Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-23996657113247138592012-03-07T16:00:00.002-08:002012-03-07T16:00:51.578-08:006 Billion Secrets.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Hi everyone! Sorry I'm not blogging every day like I used to, it's just that we only have 9 more weeks of school left & I'm trying to make sure my grades don't slip. How is everyone? Good? :). I have a question. <i>What is all this talk that's taking over the media about 'Kony'? </i>Who the heck is this guy? I've been on Twitter lately and seeing '#stopkony' trending for a day or two now.Just dropping by to say hello. I'm suuuuuperrrrr excited for my trip out of state this weekend, and I will take pictures and put them on here.<b>A few days ago, I discovered this website called <a href="http://sixbillionsecrets.com/">sixbillionsecrets.com</a>. </b>It's basically a website where you can post a secret about yourself anonymously. I was on their Twitter page and I was scrolling through a lot of the secrets people had posted and it's made me realize that I could have such a worse life than I do. There was people on their with secrets about how they couldn't afford to eat so they would steel money or food, there's secrets on their where some people have been sexually abused by their siblings and father, it's just so horrible and sad. I'm glad to say that I'm going to become a child psychologist -- so I can help stop people from feeling like their alone. There was people on that website talking about how they think they're fat, so they starve themselves for days at a time. "Each day my tummy gets flatter and flatter and I never felt so beautiful." was one of the secrets someone had posted. There was tons of secrets about how boys were putting on make up and they liked it. I mean, it's just unbelievable and I didn't know so many teens were going through what they're going through. So...<span style="font-size: large;"> I challenge you. </span>I challenge you to smile at people you see tomorrow. They can be strangers, best friends or acquaintances. Just smile at them and say a friendly "Hi." You don't know, you could be making someones day. And I have told myself that I am going to tear a piece of paper into large enough sizes where they'll be able to see it and write "You're beautiful" on it and slide it through the locker slots at the top of someones locker. And next Valentines day, I am going to buy roses and go downtown and hand them out to people that are walking. You never know, like I said, you could be making someones day. Keep the challenge in mind. :)Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-89035594521264262592012-03-05T14:45:00.001-08:002012-03-05T14:45:07.810-08:00the finer things<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
Good evening followers and visitors. I just got done eating some chicken vegetable soup which is still burning my taste buds at this very moment; the soup was VERY hot. But that's the only way to have vegetable soup, I think. I have some exciting news! My best friend invited me to go out of state with her this weekend to go to a big outlet mall, and we're going to go sight seeing and I'm excited because I've never been to the state that we're traveling to. Listen to this song, it's beautiful. Anyways, just wanted to make a quick blog post about the exciting news. I'm about to get ready to go out on my daily jog. Talk to you soon! :)</div>
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Today was such a hectic, but nice day. We had a half day at school on Wednesday, so I really wasn't expecting to do much work at school anyway. It turned out to be exactly that. In first period, the principal comes on the loud speaker and says "we are now in lock down." We all knew what that meant. Somebody had a gun or bomb or someone made a threat to the school, a dangerous one of course. I didn't know if it was a drill or the real thing until my teacher pointed out to me that there was probably a quarter of the school taking a test in the cafeteria, and that the school wouldn't schedule a drill in the middle of their testing. I assumed it was real from that point on; and it was. I was just sitting in the dark with my class mates, the teacher said that we can get our phones out only if we make our phone lights dim. I got on Twitter and the whole school was going crazy. That's all I'm going to say about that ~ there might be some psychos reading my blog every day, so I'm not gonna go into details. Other than that my day was GREAT. Well kind of. I went to Starbucks with my lovely boyfriend, I had a chocolate chip scone and a vanilla cappuccino as usual. My boyfriend had a banana nut muffin and a vanilla cappuccino as well. We had such a good time. I know I'm young, he is too, but if I had the choice of getting married today to him, I would. I don't mind being tied down, he's the one I love. I hate when people just roll their eyes and say "yeah yeah" when I tell them about how I feel about my boyfriend. There still are good people with good relationships; rare, but still exist and me & my boyfriends relationship is like that. Just because we are young doesn't mean a thing. We've been dating for 2 years, and have known eachother for 3 and our relationship is just fine.♥Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-55922331739086307422012-02-28T18:03:00.002-08:002012-02-28T18:03:45.335-08:00Wait...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I was looking around on a website called weheartit.com , and I found this incredible picture that I absolutely love and it's 100% true. Breaks my heart to know that there's guys like this to put up with all that and still try to be good to her. This is just so sweet, I hope he found a wonderful relationship with someone. ♥Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-27103513481145794222012-02-28T17:46:00.001-08:002012-02-28T17:50:20.676-08:00Candy Kisses.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i>I am just feeling amazing right now. I can say that I'm happy about my life right now, 100%. Well maybe 99% cause school isn't really going the way I want it to, but whatevs. Tomorrow, we have a half day at school, so when I get home at about 1:00, I'm going to my best friends house and we're gonna chill, probably watch a few scary movies and eat something delish. Then, on Friday, I don't have school at all, neither does my boyfriend, so we're going to go to Panera for lunch, then he's taking me to Starbucks, which is my favorite place to get cappuccinos. Whenever I go there, I normally get a chocolate chip scone and a vanilla cappuccino and then maybe a muffin or something afterwards. My boyfriend is so sweet, I love him so much. At Panera, I'm probably going to get the broccoli and cheddar cheese bread bowl which is fab. I'm really just enjoying life right now. I'm losing weight and finally reaching my goal of being in shape and fit, I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world, I'm not arguing with any family members which is a huge stress relief for me, and I'm so close to my bestfriend, who's been there with me since 1st grade. I know right? It's amazing. I wonder how me and her met, like on the first day of 1st grade. I always get off subject on my posts but whateva'. The only complaint in life right now is school, which is ending soon. Only about 3 more months!!!!!! SO EXCITED. Plus, spring break is coming up. I'm probably not doing anything but chilling with friends & my boyfriend, which is fine. I'm getting a job soon, switching schools, I'm gonna be at the healthiest time of my life in about 164 days. Yup ~ in one of my other posts I told you guys that I counted the days from the 24th of this month to the 8th of August (because that's when I'll probably go shopping for a whole new wardrobe)! I'm super excited for that too. Last year, I was exhausted when I went school shopping. Everyone knows, everything in NYC is big. So the malls are humongous, I swear I walked 20 miles that day.<b> I'm going to end this post with a song that's by Amanda Perez and it's probably my new favorite song. Enjoy the rest of your week! :)</b> <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoGa75PzMEw">Amanda Perez - Candy Kisses</a> <b><---- at least listen to the chorus. it's just so fab.</b></i>Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-79645130565892253462012-02-27T11:00:00.001-08:002012-02-27T11:01:54.353-08:00Love of my life<div><p>This is my lovely boyfriend. I just remembered I said that I would post a picture of him so, here it is. He is full Dominican...I know hes fine but you cant have him. Lolololol</p>
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Today, I'm feeling <i>great</i>. Like, absolutely fantastic. Last night I talked to an old family friend, she is such a sweet heart and a die-hard Christian lady. She asked me if I wanted to go to church with her today and I said yes without hesitating. She goes to Arkansas a lot because her daughter and grandchildren live there so I'm lucky if I see her 5 times a year. I didn't go to sleep last night until 2 AM. That's the latest I've stayed up since forever. I set my alarm to wake me up at 8:15 - I woke up as soon as it went off. She picked me up at around 9:30 and she told me that she's a youth group teacher, so we were in a room with probably 10 kids. They were so adorable and lovely, it amazed me because a young girl probably about 8, said a prayer. I'm not talking about any prayer, it sounded like something that would come out of a pastor's mouth. She said something like "I hope that the non-believers start believing in you today, because you are the most important thing in life..." She continued, but that was the part that stuck out to me the most. I realized that I have really been disconnected from God and I need to get it together because on Judgement Day, you go to 1 of 2 places. Heaven or Hell. Thanks, but I'd much rather go to Heaven. So; I've come to the conclusion that if I get done with my workout in time - I will go to church again tonight with my family friend. I might make it a routine thing and start going every Sunday morning & night. I just don't know. That kind of started off my day just right, even though I'm not too big on religion, but that little girl opened my eyes. Life is short and it's up to you what you do with the time you have on this earth, and I'm not too satisfied with what I've done, so I figured it can only go up from here. Church every Sunday sounds good to me. Have a nice Sunday evening! :)Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-89606581570515531432012-02-25T16:23:00.001-08:002012-02-25T16:23:49.186-08:00Surprise.<div><p>I am so much happier than I was ob my last post. I was seriously very close to being depressed. On the night that I made the post before this one, my boyfriend texted me and I was the happiest person in the whole world. It just so happens that his phone wasn't working right and when I went to his house, he was at his aunts house. I felt dumb afterwards but you never know, ya know? I'm currently texting my boyfriend and I'm happy for him cause he finally got the iphone 4 like he wanted. I was just so stressed out and worried. You would have done the same thing if not worse. My boyfriend and I were talking on the phone earlier and we were having like the cutest conversation ever. He was telling me how much he cant wait to get married and have babies. We already planned, we want two. Daysi and Jojo. One girl, one boy, obviously. Maybe three. I'm so thankful that I have a boyfriend that I know 100% he is faithful to me, he knows I'm 100% faithful to him. I'm glad that we don't have the type of relationship where its me, him and a different girl trying to take him away from me. Its just us 2 and I love him with all my heart. I cant wait to have kids with him either, he's full Dominican and I'm black white and Dominican, our children are gonna be beautiful. In my text post, I'll show you a picture of my lovely boyfriend. :) hope everyone's weekend is going good! </p>
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I love my boyfriend with all my heart and I know its cliche to say but there's no words to describe how much I love him, he is my other half and I couldn't live without him like, I get so sad when I don't talk to him which would explain why I am going to be sobbing for the rest of the day because my boyfriend hasn't been answering my calls or texts, his phone is off. I haven't talked to him since like 6:20-something of yesterday and I am getting so fucking worried. I don't know what could have possibly happened to where he would turn h\s phone off? I mean like the phone is literally turned off, when I call it goes straight to voicemail :'( I went to his house but nobody was home and I don't know what the hell to do. The worst things are going through my head right now. Yesterday after I got done working out, it was about to rain and I would be home by myself which I absolutely hate; so I went across the street to a family friends' house. I texted him a few times, but they were a few minutes apart because I was having a conversation with the family friend. I didn't think it was a big deal that I was replying a little slow, I do it whenever I go over there because my family friend is so great and we have interesting conversations all the time. I didn't think anything would happen, I just thought that when I left the family friends' house, he would reply and then he would call me after I got out of the shower like he always did if he wasn't over at my house. That was the last time I talked to him and I am about to go crazy; we don't go to the same school so I don't know if something has happened in his family that caused him to turn off his phone or what, but whatever it is, I just wish he would call me from a phone and let me know that he's okay. I miss him so much and I'm really about to start crying right now. I just love him so fucking much and he literally means the world to me. He IS the only reason why I stay happy. We've seen or talked to each other every single day since September 22nd 2010, I hate when we go to school and I can't text him, let a lone almost a whole day. I thought he would have called by now. I did absolutely nothing to him, we were fine. Lastnight I had realized that I haven't talked to him in a few hours so I called like 5 times. I even woke up a couple times in the night and called, then when I woke up this morning I called. I'm about to go crazy and just lose my mind if I don't talk to him. I love him with all my heart :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
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Today has been the most dreadful day this entire year; well one of them anyway. Remember my last post about how I was "back on my health kick"? Well, no. That actually starts today. I'm such a loser sometimes, a terrible procrastinator. Today, for breakfast I had eggs with white cheese melted over it with a cup of green tea and some lemon water. That's what I have every morning, sometimes I'll change it up a little and put salsa on my eggs too. It's delicious as well; I was in first period today and this girl who sits next to me offered me some chocolate. I couldn't resist. I just told myself "eat the chocolate, you'll still be exercising today."</div>
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That's a lie. I do that every single time I eat something that isn't good for me. She gave me a mini dark chocolate Hershey bar and another mini chocolate bar but I forgot what it was. For lunch, I had green tea and salad with cheese and a little dressing, it was quite delicious surprisingly, since it's school food. It's not some nasty looking salad either, it's actual salad. When I got home, my grandma was making lasagna and baking some bread. I couldn't resist, pasta isn't really that healthy for you. She bought the bread at the bakery, I looked at the packaging it came in and it said 230 calories for one roll. When I looked at it, I had already ate a roll, so I thought to myself, OKAY ASTACIA. You have to make a decision, do you want to get healthier and in shape or not? I promised myself that today would be the LAST "break" I get for a very very very long time, maybe even until I reach my weight goal. I want to lose around 60 pounds, I know that I don't look that big in my picture, but that's an old picture; like 2 years ago. I'm not really fat, or skinny; I'm in-between, but I want to lose around 60 pounds in 167 days. Starting from tomorrow to August 6th. That's probably when I'm going to go school shopping for new clothes, and when I go shopping I want to be totally confident since I'm probably going to be starting a new school next year. I'm not trying to impress anyone. Well, maybe just a little. I won't make it obvious. I'm gonna be going to a new school, where I only know a few people but I haven't really talked to them in a while, so I'll basically be starting off with no friends, which is why I want to be the most confident that I could possibly be, so then I won't be shy or anything, or at least not nearly as shy as I am now. So, I made a promise to myself. I have 167 days to lose 60 pounds. That's a long time for me to lose all that weight, but it makes me feel better because now I actually have a deadline of when I'd like to be my certain weight. I just feel so much better about the whole thing and I'm feeling confident that I won't let myself down. </div>
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For dinner tonight, I had this delicious Italian bread that I found at the bakery, steamed mixed vegetables with seasonings, steamed chicken, and mashed potatoes with some herbs and seasonings. As you van see, there's not much mashed potatoes. I mean there was at first, but I realized that I have to burn those carbs off, so I knew I was better off with a smaller portion. I worked out afterwards and I felt like I always get the most energy when I mix carbs and protien instead of just eating proteins. It was so delicious, I might have leftovers for dinner tomorrow. I'm really craving Chinese and Mexican food. There's this Chinese restaurant that I've only been to once, but I wont forget my experience I had there. They had quesadillas ... at a Chinese restaurant!!! Where do you find quesadillas at a Chinese restaurant? Doesn't happen very often, I can tell you that much. There's this Mexican restaurant that I've been to quite a few times and I get the same thing every time I go there. I order the nachos -- they have this delicious meat with the most awesome chips that you could ever eat, with lettuce and you can order special toppings on it of course but I just stick to the original. My favorite part about the whole dish is the white queso that beautifully melts all over the meat and chips. It is so delicious and I will never order anything else when I go there because its just so delicious. I also order the bowl of white queso for the chips that they give you as an appetizer. I can just taste it already... too bad I cant have the Mexican or Chinese food for a while since I'm being healthy now. Maybe I'll go there for a reward for being so hard on myself about eating right and exercising daily, but I just started back exercising every day since I had my splurge over the past few days and gained 4 pounds. It may not be a lot to you but it is to me because I've worked so hard to get to the health level that I'm at today. I know I'm going to gain wait eventually but I don't wanna gain so many pounds in just a short amount of time. So that's my rant for the day. Have a nice night & a good day tomorrow. :]<br />
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<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yj_hAToSBJw">Whispers - Jesse Boykins</a> --- This is a song that I recently came across, actually a few hours ago on Pandora. I fell in love with it, and I knew exactly who it was. His voice is so distinct, I heard it in the chorus of <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCSo6Sj-kLM">Life of a Lover - Theophilus London</a> . Both of these songs are truly relaxing. I'll be honest. The beats of both songs create this relaxed effect, something that you could fix you something to drink, turn these songs on and lay back and chill. Their voices go so well with the songs...it's just amazing...the feeling it gives you is unforgettable -- to me. In the songs they don't talk about women and drugs. They have a meaning but I won't spoil it for you - you gotta listen to the lyrics. These songs represent my taste in music. I love relaxing songs. The beat means everything. All everyone ever listens to anymore is dubstep and mainstream. Neither of these artists are mainstream, I guess that's why I love them so much. So... just listen to the songs, relax, and enjoy your Sunday. :)<br />Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-7810266352173792642012-02-19T06:56:00.000-08:002012-02-19T06:56:02.366-08:00Let's get right..<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Yesterday was probably the highlight of my week. Even though I got in a argument with my grandma, I still got to go see the woman in black with my best friend and we went to baskin robins afterwards for some delicious sundaes. They made me sleepy though, cause it was around 10 or 10:30 when I felt like I couldn't even move. I was soooooo tired, my boyfriend called and I was half asleep when I was talking to him for like a total of 3 minutes. Women in black was a good movie, worse than I thought it was but don't get me wrong, it was still good. It's a little irrelevant at the beginning, women in black is suppose to be a scary movie. The beginning is not scary what-so-ever. It DOES start to get scary about 30-35 minutes into the movie though. Trust me, you will scream at least once if you watch the movie. I saw my cousin Sky at the movie theaters, she gave me and my friend our ticket; since me and my best friend are students, the movie gives us a discount. It's 7$ if you're not a student and 5$ if you are a student. I wasn't planning on going to baskin robins afterwards but since it was a total of 10$ for me and my friend to get in, I still had 5$ left and she had 10$. OH, and, that important talk with my grandma, she talked to one of my uncles about me moving in with him and he said yes. I still don't know if it's what I wanna do. I have to wait until summer break so I can spend a week over there and see if I like it or not. I doubt that I won't like it though. He has a beautiful house. Not something you see very often in New York City. I mean yeah, you see them a lot; but you don't know the person who owns the house because their like a multi-millionaire. I'm proud to say my uncle does own a beautiful house but he's not a multi-millionaire. What's not to love? If I moved, I'd be on the other side of Brooklyn, in a huge beautiful house, next to a pizza shop, across the street from a Chinese restaurant, down the street from a mall, I mean, that sounds perfect. But then again, I'd have to make new friends all over again. The people in my grade at my current school, I've been knowing them since elementary school. It's kind of like a family you know? I do know some people that go to the school that I'd be going to if I moved, but I haven't seen nor talked to them in I don't know how long. *Sigh*, this is the only downfall to me moving...but I know it's better for me if I move.. :( </div>
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<br />Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-61334485656204634632012-02-18T09:24:00.001-08:002012-02-18T09:24:01.570-08:00I'm ready ...<div><p>Good afternoon. :) this photo is a picture that I took with my phone in December. Doesn't look like winter right? I'm ready for summer. I love everything about it, my birthday is even in the summer time. I love wearing flip flops every day, shorts and capris with tanktops. Going to the beach from noon til dark. Getting tans and staying up all night. Summer needs to hurry up. </p>
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Alot of the times when I get on the computer in my bedroom, it's like a battle. It's so freakin' slow sometimes. I just wanna blog...is that too much to ask for? Like really. I think I have a virus on this thing or something...it's been going slower than normal lately. Anyways, <i>here's how my day went...</i> it was actually pretty good. I got to have that important talk with my grandma that I've been wanting to have with her for a while. I got to talk to my boyfriend on the phone until he fell asleep. The girl at school that I fought, her best friend came up to me and cleared the air. She just wanted to let me know that she doesn't have any hard feelings towards me for fighting her best friend. It's 12:51 AM at the moment, I'm kind of tired but not really. I took like a 2 hour nap, otherwise I would have been asleep a long time ago. <b>My posts get views on here, but I still haven't talked to anyone on this site. </b>I follow people, people follow me. I just want to talk to someone. I feel like I'm talking to myself - lol.My cat is super gross, she had those little worms in her 'bodily functions', I touched her hind leg and one of them got on my hand. I was on the phone with my boyfriend at the time and I started freaking out because the worms' head was like, moving. It freaked me out soooo bad; I washed my hands and I felt so gross afterwards. I wanted to take a billion showers. It's not so bad when I think about it now, but at the time being, I wanted to go in a car wash and wash every inch of me. Tomorrow, I'm going with one of my best friends to the movies. We're going to see woman in black and I don't know what to expect. I've never went to the movie theater to watch a scary movie, that'll be a first. I'm scared to come home tomorrow because every time I get done watching a scary movie, I always imagine scenes in the movie and I get scared. This is a very long post --- If you made it to the end, I congratulate you. Goodnight everyone. :)</div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Him : I mean I don't want us to stop what we had. I'm just fighting for it so I guess when everything's good text me. I hope you do end up texting me, I miss the conversatioins we use to have. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I haven't replied since. I know, it's rude of me but I couldn't care less about a past almost boyfriend. Especially since I'm in love with my boyfriend that I have now. Oh well. THEN, my boyfriend can't call me right now because some of his family members are over there. I love ending my nights talking on the phone with my boyfriend on the weekdays because he can't stay late --- it's a school night. Duh. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Anyways, this is how my day has been ever since 4:30 and it's the worst day since last Thursday. The highlight of my day was getting on Blogspot and blogging while cuddling with my kitten. If you made it to the end of this post, congratulations. </span></div>
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So, Drake is suppose to be having a concert here soon and I entered a contest to win front row tickets. If I don't win, I really won't be mad or sad, in fact, I'll be perfectly fine because I know he's not going to sing his old songs, those are really the only songs I like from him. I come across a few good new ones every now and then but it really doesn't happen often, and for a concert that I really don't want to go to, I'm not paying $100 for a seat all the way in the back where I can barely see Drake. I mean I wanna go, but kinda not really. Hell yeah I'd wanna go if he was going to sing only old songs, but all that crap with Lil Wayne and other people in it really don't interest me. Blah, oh well. If I don't win the contest, that's perfectly fine, I won't lose any sleep over it. I just wanna see him in real life, but if sometime in the future, I fall in love with his music again, I will <b>have</b> to go to one of his concerts, but as of right now, no. I would definitely choose to go to The Weeknd concert over Drake's any day, unless, you know, Drake has a concert where he only sings old songs; which I highly doubt that will ever happen. <i style="font-weight: bold;">The Weeknd is like...amazing.</i> I'm not gonna say that I love him, because I don't know him at all. I will say that I'm in love with his music abilities and a lot of his songs. ♥Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-17453070495002577642012-02-16T15:05:00.000-08:002012-02-16T15:06:13.151-08:00Procrastination & no determination<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><i>Today is going to be my lazy day... I don't really feel like doing much at all; I didn't even go jogging today...even though I should have, since I ate a yummy piece of cake smothered in vanilla frosting & some chocolate covered strawberries. Oh well, I don't care today. I'm listening to Pandora as usual and since I'm still kinda new to blogspot, I'm going to fix up my profile a little bit. Experiment with the layouts, colors and patterns and I might fix a cup of hot cocoa. I love days like these, when it's so nice and peaceful in my house and I just relax and enjoy a cup of hot cocoa and blog. I love the picture that I have on this post, it symbolizes the nice relaxing day I'm having at home today even though I have some English homework and studying that needs to be done...eh.</i></span></div>
<br />Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-21278034827656115902012-02-16T09:58:00.001-08:002012-02-16T09:58:18.428-08:00Why am I so lazy ?!?!<div><p>I'm in Spanish class at the moment ans we have a substitute. I hate doing work even when the teacher is here so why would I do my work when I have a sub? Tomorrow, there's some kind of meeting going on for some teachers so I'm probably going to have a lot of subs tomorrow. That's fine with me, I ain't complainin. But I look at my grades and I know I can do better in school so I should be doing my work ...even when the sub is here. And, I have to stay after school today to learn some math stuff I missed out on. I hate how some people dont procrastinate and I do. I'm the worst procrastinator of them all, I promise. School sucks, seriously. I just wanna get out of this place so I can get my doctors degree in child psychology. Ughhh </p>
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<i>I'm going to start off by saying psychology is my passion. It's so interesting how the brain works, why people do the things they do and the way people act. I plan on going to college to become a child psychologist. I have a boyfriend, I love him and we've been together since September 22nd of 2010. He means everything to me and I couldn't imagine myself living without him. I have younger siblings, and one older brother. I don't live with any of them. I've only seen 2 siblings a few times. Alicia Keys is my all time favorite singer. I've been listening to her since I was in elementary school. She inspires the way I live. I have a tattoo, I plan on getting another one with my best friend in May with her for her birthday. I don't have the best relationship with my parents, we barely have one at all, which is why my grandmother is the person who I'm closest to in my whole entire family. I love to ride around the city with my friends, especially at night. I jog, every single day. I'm a lot more confident, but I'm not as confident as I'd like to be. I realize that I can't spend my whole life trying to impress people, I dress how I want and talk to whoever I want. I live for sunrises and sunsets, especially the ones with bright pink and orange mixed. For the most part, my social life is with my friends and boyfriend, in real life. One day soon I will own my own Nikon camera, so I can take pictures of all the small things that make up New York City. I have a kitten and she's so freakin' cute. My nationality is a mix of white, black and Dominican. I really like being multi-racial. I get the best of 3 worlds. I like meeting new people, so talk to me. I don't want to write a whole biography about me. That's for you to find out...if you want? Right? :) <3</i>Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-77946086167653247372012-02-15T17:32:00.000-08:002012-02-15T17:32:04.242-08:00Throwing sluts at sluts.<b>Why do all the nice, innocent girls always turn into the homewrecker? Like really. There's a few girls at my school that use to be so sweet and innocent, you wouldn't think they would do anything to disrespect their-selves, and now, they're like, the biggest sluts of all time. Have some respect ladies. Jesus Christ. Half of the fights in any school probably wouldn't happen if there wasn't homewreckers and girls that lie to mess up someones relationship. One of these days, a homewrecker is going to hear what I think about them. It's not cute. They act like their some kind of celebrity when they walk down the hallways, like we have to bow down to them like their some kind of god. My school is filled with them, I'm glad my boyfriend is faithful. We're in love. We've been together for 2 years and I can honestly say I know he's faithful. I'm glad homewreckers don't mess with him, otherwise, I'd be getting in tons of fights. Nobody messes with me & my baby's relationship. Homewreckers, get yourself together. You're not cute.</b>Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3233010678746649789.post-85739562122862465262012-02-15T15:57:00.000-08:002012-02-15T15:57:03.832-08:00Talk to me? :]<i style="font-weight: bold; text-decoration: underline;">I like meeting new people.</i> It's the main reason why I came to this site. To express my feelings and meet people with similar interests and possibly make friends. I haven't talked to anyone on here yet, I'm still finding out how to work this; after all, I did create my profile yesterday. So, hit me up. Talk to me. I'm a nice person, I'm easy to get along with, I'm open to anything... talk to me. :)Astacia Reneehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07909049473330946771noreply@blogger.com0